I'm now in NP, using their free *coughs* internet access. (it's the one beside the bubble tea corner in the library) Just a while ago, i invaded their library and their canteen. (Awesome food is awesome btw. Salmon terryaki + omelette ftw! )

I think it's a nice place, much bigger than crescent (duh = _ =;),and big enough for me to get lost. (yes, literally) I was walking around with lynn just to find the canteen with our growling stomaches. (i was doing a maths with lynn in the corner of their library)

I can imagine myself studying here in the near future, having a cup of bubble tea with lynn and using their free* internet access. I think it's a rather nice vision. That's what i love about invading schools during normal schooldays, without all that saccharine atmosphere during open houses, where everything just seems so artificial.  I guess doing homework here makes me feel closer to my dream. XD

Ah well, i just have to hang in there. Only 14 days to O's. @_@ L1R4 of 15 isn't that bad, is it? If i improve just slightly, it'll be more than enough to get me into my dream course.

HANG IN THERE~!!!!

I'm typing in the Jurong east library now, lol. Recently i'm down with a really baaaad case of flu. (it's still with me now OTL"" )

I'm guilty to say this, but i spent the whole of yesterdat sleeping away at home. I didnt even touch my pencil for once. DX Ah well, at least i managed to cover up a bit today. Hopefully that damn flu bug goes away tomorrow. :(

Well, not really. I'll just be posting a lot lesser till the o's are over.

... not like anyone's gonna care anyway. >_>"""

Dig myself a hole in the ground. Not due to embarrasment, but to dig a nice underground base, throw all my books in, 2 months' worth of food and study till i die. By that time, i would have nothing to do but study, and i should lose some weight because of the stress. I would also become fairer, just fair enough to compliment my black prom night jsk due to the lack of sunlight.

Or perhaps, i shall just hide in there for 2 months, sleep, then wait till the O's are over.

Ah, whatever.

I have this weird idea too, it's lingering in my head like some homeless soul. I want to dress up as a JK and squat in the middle of shibuya to take a picture. Perhaps i'm inspired by Jun Komori's page in popteen a few months ago...?

And after revising my cosplay plans again, crossing out the "out of budget" and "lost interest" ones, here it is;

2009-

AFA Day 1- Kirarin schoolgirl (oh yes, so random LOL)
AFA Day 2- Fate A's battle version- redo!!! (get a godamn fucking gorgeous wig,seriously)
EOY- *undecided*

Photoshoot- GA \o/

2010-

SOYA- (not cosing, probably going as a JK...?)
Streetfest- Fate riot mode
CF 1- *undecided*
CF 2- Tazusa Sakurano, waitress ver *o*
EOY- =____=?

Photoshoot- Mikan 15 year old ver \o/, Tazusa's school ver

I was crossing the road from bugis junction today to get to my tuition centre today. At the road, at the bugis junction side, there's this uncle who's trying to sell tissue papers desperately. He's there all the time.

It happened that i was fishing out my handphone to check smses before i crossed the road. Then, as i was busy replying, the uncle tapped me. I was rather annoyed, i thought "hey, i'm busy smsing", so i waved at him to dismiss him, cos i wasn't really interested in buying tissues. Then, he tapped my shoulder again.

I looked up to see him, and he pointed to an eraser on the floor. It was my eraser, it had probably fell out of my bag when i was fishing out my hand phone. When i thanked him, he smiled at me, which, i then found out, he was a mute.

I felt really, really guilty. >_<"" I actually misunderstood someone's kind intentions and even found it annoying. Oh well. ._. Guess i'll buy tissues from him tmrw. :/

someone outbidded me on ebay, seriously. What a good thing to have, when it's only 2 hrs away :/

OMG OMG OMG;

ameblo.jp/shun-tr/entry-10313261071.html

Do i see a shirtless Shunsuke?! Not entirely shirtless but he looked so cute! <3 ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ Oh well, me and my weird inclination towards (shirtless) gymnasts.

Hah, the fan-girling goes on.

Amelia Earhart, as some of you have seen in the Night in the museum 2, was the first woman to fly across the atlantic solo.

To quote her, "My particular inner desire to fly the Atlantic alone was nothing new with me. I had flown Atlantics before. Everyone has his own Atlantic to fly. Whatever you want very much to do, against the opposition of tradition, neighbourhood opinion, and so called "common sense"- that is an Atlantic...I flew the Atlantic because i wanted to... To want in one's heart to do a thing, for it's own sake; to enjoy doing it; to concentrare all one's energies upon it-  that is not only the surest guarantee of success. It is also being true to oneself"

i typed it 'cause i found it so inspirational. ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ


To all of you guys out there doing O's; hang in there! \o/ We must fly across this Atlantic called the big O's!

Cheesy, but, hell yea.

- Panda. о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆

I'm staring at the chocolate cake now. I know i'm going to stuff that cake down, i know i'll eat that tub of ben and jerry's chocolate chip and i'll know i'll regret it tomorrow when i stand on the school weighing scale. :/

Ah well. D:

i can't resist that chocolate cake. It's tempting me. ;_;"""

Oh, and yesterday i went ice-skating for the first time. I fell on the ice for the first time too. (seriously, it isn't that bad. XD It's even fun to a certain extent)

It's sometime so embarassing to see lil kids skating around you like pros while you're like hanging on to the walls. D: Then there were another bunch of people (who didn't know how to skate as well) and we formed a line near the wall. XD LOL. I swear it was damn hilarious. A little caucasian girl also told me to be careful when i almost fell, (sooo cute! <3)

I don't know why, but as i grow older, birthdays seemed to have lost their magic. It's just another day to me. :/

I went to tzuchi this morning and there was this yoga session. Apparently i was one of the more flexible few, and some moves are so hilarious. LOL a guy had cramps and the "shi gu" was helping him, unfortuntaly, the cameraman caught it. It's so freaking unglam. XD Haha, that poor thing.

*smells pizza in the oven* :D

I guess the fun ends here.

omg, i can't believe it: Kumiko's on the cover page again. This is like the nth time i've seen her on the cover. OwO;;

Now, don't get me wrong, i find her cute as well, (aah, kumicky! <3) but she didn't join popteen for *that* long. I think she'll have popularity comparable to Tsubasa and Aiku (<3!) one day. To be honest, i think she's like the most popular model in popteen, probably only second to Yui.

Oh, and recently i've been seeing Rola a lot in ViVi, i wonder what's going on. I saw her on one of the covers too. :3

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In case you didn't notice, this is an attempt to procrastinate for studying physics tmrw. Argh. >_<

is very taxing to wear. D:

Honestly, i didn't quite realise it until i wore mine (for fun) today. T_T;

This is mr.brown's parody of Wonder Girls' nobody and the H1N1 flu.

www.youtube.com/watch

Oh, you have to admit he's funny alright. XD

I find my physics paper rather badly done today. To be honest, i didn't expect them to have so many explaination questions. :/

I was like explaining like ths lyk u noe all those XMMs in the forum sgcl*** also do then i don't understand :( what they r sayin like you know i know i also dun noe what i'm typing and in the end nobdy understand me i also dun noe la. :( :( :( :(

Well, something like that. It's like a circle; there's no point. However, the thing with me is that, i always get this feeling when i get my paper: if i have studied, i would know how to do, but the problem is i never really get the motivation to study when i finally sit down and start "studying".

Blah, anyway, this: tieba.baidu.com/%B8%BB%CC%EF%D1%F3%D6%AE/shipin/play/4272e416e312e06ca316cf21/ (yes, it's another documentary about Tomita. Wait... isn't that interviewer Yagami Light? If he was, i would be rather sad, because just like me, he seem to have grown fatter)

I have my chinese oral tomorrow. If i said i wasn't afraid, i'd be lying. But the truth is, i feel somewhat adequetly prepared, yet in this corner of my heart, there's still some anxiousness in it. *_*;;

If classical, baroque music is good for your brain and metal is supposedly bad, where does symphonic metal lie?

Well, sort of. More like I've thought of where i'm going to after poly.

I won't say anything more than that.

Mean while, for the next three-and-a-half years, i better get used to traditional chinese. *-*;; So i'll think i shall start typing some of my entries in traditional chinese for now.

*grabs tw version of popteen*

i'm rather amazed at the fact that someone actually left a review for my NatsuXMikan fanfic 2 years ago. LOL XD

A list of missing things:

1. a charmmy kitty eraser i bought in taiwan i was supposed to give to a friend.
I bought three, gave one, used one, and the last one.... i don't know where it is?

2. missing physics experiment worksheet and working which are supposed to be filed in SPA file.
I'm damn sure i did it, and i even found the question paper, but where are my workings? Now, i've got to redo the stupid glass block experiment over again.

3. missing homework/worksheets that are supposed to be filed.
Someone please enlighten me where they have flown off to, It's not fun at all. It sucks. D:

4. a missing library book that costs $40.
Looking at how things currently are, without any improvement, most probably i've got to pay the fine for no reason. And i bet it's never going to be found. Oh well, life sucks.

5. a missing bag that probably got lost in a mail.
Serves myself right for giving the seller my wrong address, jurong east instead of jurong west. I now ponder if it's ever going to reach me, but i still hope to strike this off my missing list someday,  :(

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Edit: in an attempt to help save some money for the electricity bills so i won't end up like the people in the glass menagerie, i'm selling off all of my magazines. Each Taiwan Version of Popteen and Cawaii goes for $3.50, Vivi for $3, and a couple of JP pichilemon for $3.

Please comment if you're interested. More details will be up.

I'm still pondering whether i should sell my hana-to-yume(s) or not. :(

Ate like 5 bananas + 3 banana bread for lunch and recess today, (well, it's not called the Banana diet for no reason!), and had banana milkshake for breakfast. I'm gonna lose 2kg this April! <3

I reek of bananas now. D:(well, not that it's a bad thing :X)

Anyway, i'm SO DAMN PISSED with myself that i only worked out the number pattern question for the emaths test after the test itself. It sucks. Actually, not that it matters anyway. (in case you were wondering, it's 4(n^3)+1)

*shall not think of it anymore*
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I've gotten my CT results today too, although my results are not very good. Mr.FT still asked whether i saw my L1R5 results after he saw me walked away with that "OMFG LOL WTH 8D* face. (in case you were wondering again, it's 37 D; and that is not counting that there's a typo that my bio was 48 instead of 58) I've gotta work harder, though, for the sake of my sanity (and future *_*)  and my mom's hard earn money on tuition fees. --x--;;;

I'm rather happy with my physics and chem though, i passed them on a row after class test! \o/ Haha LOL.

Well, the phrase ^ literally means trying to find bones in eggs, and mean that someone is purposely looking for flaws in someone/something, something like being nitpicky, since eggs don't literally have bones in them.

Oh well, guess what.

I was trying to crack an egg for my instant noodles, which i ended up doing a bad job, and there were some bits of egg shell fragments in my bowl. So i tried to pick them out. AND GUESS WHAT, I FOUND BONES!

Well, in case you were wondering, i saw a little tiny bone formation of what i think was going to be a chick's spine or neck, which was about 1~2 cm. Yuck. I don't think i'll eat eggs anytime soon.

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Oh speaking of which, i passed chem and physics, even though it's just by a little margin. (when i mean little, i mean really little. Like half a mark) I'm somewhat rather happy though :3 (even though i did rather badly for the other subjects. Nevermind, there's always next time!)

Yay, at least i played a joke on JE today with chelsea :3